Even though Derrick has no social media, I am surprised people are not commenting about him... He was the first person to find out about Diem's battle. He has to feel almost special in a way.. Also Bananas, Wes, and Paula are probably going as well, Maybe even Kenny
Im nervous for CT too. It is so sad to think just a couple of months ago she was fine and they were happy. They probably made plans for the future and everything. That poor man. Im sure we may hear some things on social media tomorrow after the service.
Maybe then I will have some closer. I still can not believe that she is gone. I cried today again. It makes me so sad/angry. That was a woman of purpose and she had so much promise. Truly heartbreaking....
Random but does anybody have a favorite Diem moment they want to share? I've been crying on and off for the last few days but thinking about all the times she made me laugh or smile on tv sort of helps.
One of my favorite moments is when they did that heights challenge on the duel 2 when the boys had to hold the girls. It was soooo funny to hear Diem talk super fast and demand that Evan not drop her. " You better not drop me!" You WILL go to the duel if you drop me!!" "Don't you DARE drop me!" And then Evan interviewing in the background. Pure comedy lol.
And that episode when Diem had to go into elimination on the first duel. When CT and Diem are on the balcony and he rips off her head scarf. JEKFAN's avi right now.
I also loved the first night on Rivals 2 with Diem in the pool when she said "I loved him since the day I saw him" How many of us have ever felt that way about someone? To feel so connected with someone...
It's so devastating to see pictures of them now. Actually any picture of her. I alternate between extreme sadness and shock and then denial and sadness all over again.
My all time favorite moment of her was when she took her wig off for the first time and won the challenge. The support the cast gave her was amazing during that time. Also she looked gorgeous without a wig and I wish she saw that. The Duel was my all time favorite season and a lot had to do with her and CT/hers relationship.
I also loved when on the Duel 2 shit show they are talking about the nickname "Diem in the PM" and she is wipping her hair back and forth. She was such a beautiful soul, I still can't believe she is gone.
I want to know how Derrick is taking this. My favorite moment of Diem's was on Fresh Meat when she revealed to Derrick that she had cancer, it was a special and emotional moment because she started crying and saying how she was in debt..ugh.
I want to know how Derrick is taking this. My favorite moment of Diem's was on Fresh Meat when she revealed to Derrick that she had cancer, it was a special and emotional moment because she started crying and saying how she was in debt..ugh.
when i decided to start watching whole seasons of the challenge recently, this was the only moment i could remember from the show as a child when FM1 was actually airing on tv. good moment, however sad.
The only thing I can count on is that we will all meet Diem one day. Heaven is a beautiful place where you are surrounded by everyone you love.
Now this made me feel better. Feeling down tonight. Thanks.
Awwww!!! You have made me feel better tonight!! As time goes on it will be easier to accept and think about her without it hurting so bad. And because I believe heaven is nothing but pure bliss, I love knowing that she has no pain and is waiting for her loved ones!
Glad I made you feel better for that moment!! I'm having my ups and downs, for a little while I will feel better, then not so good, then better again. I'm sure it's going to be like that for all of us for awhile.
I love knowing that too (Diem now being free of pain and happy in heaven), but if only heaven had visiting hours so CT, her dad and other close family and friends could go visit her. How much would that ease the pain for so many people here on earth if heaven had visiting hours.
I've been trying to think of my favorite Diem memory and finally got it. It's on The Duel 1 immedietly after her famous kiss with CT when Wes comes in and tells Diem that the whole cast saw it. Her reaction is so...for lack of a better adjective...Diem. Diem: "How many people were out there?" Wes: "I mean like...7" Diem: "WHO?" Wes: "Everyone that's here." I recommend you look the video up if you want to smile.
The only thing I can count on is that we will all meet Diem one day. Heaven is a beautiful place where you are surrounded by everyone you love.
Now this made me feel better. Feeling down tonight. Thanks.
Awwww!!! You have made me feel better tonight!! As time goes on it will be easier to accept and think about her without it hurting so bad. And because I believe heaven is nothing but pure bliss, I love knowing that she has no pain and is waiting for her loved ones!
Glad I made you feel better for that moment!! I'm having my ups and downs, for a little while I will feel better, then not so good, then better again. I'm sure it's going to be like that for all of us for awhile.
I love knowing that too (Diem now being free of pain and happy in heaven), but if only heaven had visiting hours so CT, her dad and other close family and friends could go visit her. How much would that ease the pain for so many people here on earth if heaven had visiting hours.
Omg haha the thought of heaven having visiting hours is so cute and makes me smile so much!!! If only!!! That would be awesome!! But of course the reason humans can't experience heaven is because it is so incredibly great we would do anything to get there and stay forever!!!
The only thing I can count on is that we will all meet Diem one day. Heaven is a beautiful place where you are surrounded by everyone you love.
Now this made me feel better. Feeling down tonight. Thanks.
Awwww!!! You have made me feel better tonight!! As time goes on it will be easier to accept and think about her without it hurting so bad. And because I believe heaven is nothing but pure bliss, I love knowing that she has no pain and is waiting for her loved ones!
Glad I made you feel better for that moment!! I'm having my ups and downs, for a little while I will feel better, then not so good, then better again. I'm sure it's going to be like that for all of us for awhile.
I love knowing that too (Diem now being free of pain and happy in heaven), but if only heaven had visiting hours so CT, her dad and other close family and friends could go visit her. How much would that ease the pain for so many people here on earth if heaven had visiting hours.
Omg haha the thought of heaven having visiting hours is so cute and makes me smile so much!!! If only!!! That would be awesome!! But of course the reason humans can't experience heaven is because it is so incredibly great we would do anything to get there and stay forever!!!
Haha, I love your enthusiasm!! I agree, most likely if heaven had visiting hours, people would want to do more than visit, they would want to just stay with their loved ones because it's so wonderful!! I guess for the loved ones left behind after someone passes away who is very important in their lives....they just have to remember that God says they are needed down here on earth for a while longer and they still have a purpose to fulfill here. I've always been more of a spiritual person than religious person but I do believe in God and heaven and it brings me comfort! I feel like as time goes by, we are going to start to hear more stories about the people Diem impacted and helped through MedGift.com and hearing those stories will lift our spirits. I have to believe a blessing of some sort will come out of this heartache for Diem's friends, family, supporters and Chris (who deserves his own category)....not sure what that blessing might be right now and it's very hard to see any kind of blessing at the moment, with Diem having passed, but I feel like in the future God is going to bless Chris, his family and Diem's family in some type of way.
I didn't know Derrick wasn't on social media anymore. I remember when she first revealed her cancer battle to him and he was inspired to win even more for her. And on his podcast he said the sweetest things about Diem and how special and moving a girl she was. He praised her more than any other challenge girl.
I just read the posts made my castmembers, many who no longer do the challenges and I can't stop crying. You know what breaks my heart so much about Diem's death? I've figured it out, it's because this was a girl who loved life and wanted to live so badly.
I just read the posts made my castmembers, many who no longer do the challenges and I can't stop crying. You know what breaks my heart so much about Diem's death? I've figured it out, it's because this was a girl who loved life and wanted to live so badly.
Even though Derrick has no social media, I am surprised people are not commenting about him... He was the first person to find out about Diem's battle. He has to feel almost special in a way.. Also Bananas, Wes, and Paula are probably going as well, Maybe even Kenny
I believe Johnny is staying with Kenny in NY so I would assume that JEK are all going to the service
KellyAnne flew in today too. Wondering if shes going. They were friendly.
Yeah I'm assuming all JEK and Paula are going. Ashley Kelsey is going. I bet Mark is going as well.
Aw, Evan is even going... I loved the Evan and Diem friendship on Fresh Meat - Ruins
Im really nervous for CT
I did too. I remember on the Duel when he saved her from going in the Duel and said it was such an honor to save her today. So sweet.
P.S I'm loving your picture. That is a great picture of Diem, she is beautiful<3
I wonder if Brad and Tori are going though... I can;t see them missing
Im nervous for CT too. It is so sad to think just a couple of months ago she was fine and they were happy. They probably made plans for the future and everything. That poor man. Im sure we may hear some things on social media tomorrow after the service.
Maybe then I will have some closer. I still can not believe that she is gone. I cried today again. It makes me so sad/angry. That was a woman of purpose and she had so much promise. Truly heartbreaking....
Random but does anybody have a favorite Diem moment they want to share? I've been crying on and off for the last few days but thinking about all the times she made me laugh or smile on tv sort of helps.
One of my favorite moments is when they did that heights challenge on the duel 2 when the boys had to hold the girls. It was soooo funny to hear Diem talk super fast and demand that Evan not drop her. " You better not drop me!" You WILL go to the duel if you drop me!!" "Don't you DARE drop me!" And then Evan interviewing in the background. Pure comedy lol.
And that episode when Diem had to go into elimination on the first duel. When CT and Diem are on the balcony and he rips off her head scarf. JEKFAN's avi right now.
I also loved the first night on Rivals 2 with Diem in the pool when she said "I loved him since the day I saw him" How many of us have ever felt that way about someone? To feel so connected with someone...
It's so devastating to see pictures of them now. Actually any picture of her. I alternate between extreme sadness and shock and then denial and sadness all over again.
My favorite Diem moment is her and ct winning the love and marriage challenge
My all time favorite moment of her was when she took her wig off for the first time and won the challenge. The support the cast gave her was amazing during that time. Also she looked gorgeous without a wig and I wish she saw that. The Duel was my all time favorite season and a lot had to do with her and CT/hers relationship.
I also loved when on the Duel 2 shit show they are talking about the nickname "Diem in the PM" and she is wipping her hair back and forth. She was such a beautiful soul, I still can't believe she is gone.
Reading this is making me so sad
I don't even know how to feel about seeing her on the upcoming challenge...
Tori's Dr. will not let her travel. She is pregnant.
likewise. are they gonna dedicate the whole season to her? have a special in memorium episode? very curious to see how they will honor her
Well Congrats to Tori and Brad!! but they must be devastated
Wow, I did not know that. Congrats to them.
I want to know how Derrick is taking this. My favorite moment of Diem's was on Fresh Meat when she revealed to Derrick that she had cancer, it was a special and emotional moment because she started crying and saying how she was in debt..ugh.
when i decided to start watching whole seasons of the challenge recently, this was the only moment i could remember from the show as a child when FM1 was actually airing on tv. good moment, however sad.
Glad I made you feel better for that moment!! I'm having my ups and downs, for a little while I will feel better, then not so good, then better again. I'm sure it's going to be like that for all of us for awhile.
I love knowing that too (Diem now being free of pain and happy in heaven), but if only heaven had visiting hours so CT, her dad and other close family and friends could go visit her. How much would that ease the pain for so many people here on earth if heaven had visiting hours.
I've been trying to think of my favorite Diem memory and finally got it. It's on The Duel 1 immedietly after her famous kiss with CT when Wes comes in and tells Diem that the whole cast saw it. Her reaction is so...for lack of a better adjective...Diem. Diem: "How many people were out there?" Wes: "I mean like...7" Diem: "WHO?" Wes: "Everyone that's here." I recommend you look the video up if you want to smile.
Omg haha the thought of heaven having visiting hours is so cute and makes me smile so much!!! If only!!! That would be awesome!! But of course the reason humans can't experience heaven is because it is so incredibly great we would do anything to get there and stay forever!!!
Haha, I love your enthusiasm!! I agree, most likely if heaven had visiting hours, people would want to do more than visit, they would want to just stay with their loved ones because it's so wonderful!!
I guess for the loved ones left behind after someone passes away who is very important in their lives....they just have to remember that God says they are needed down here on earth for a while longer and they still have a purpose to fulfill here. I've always been more of a spiritual person than religious person but I do believe in God and heaven and it brings me comfort! I feel like as time goes by, we are going to start to hear more stories about the people Diem impacted and helped through MedGift.com and hearing those stories will lift our spirits. I have to believe a blessing of some sort will come out of this heartache for Diem's friends, family, supporters and Chris (who deserves his own category)....not sure what that blessing might be right now and it's very hard to see any kind of blessing at the moment, with Diem having passed, but I feel like in the future God is going to bless Chris, his family and Diem's family in some type of way.
I didn't know Derrick wasn't on social media anymore. I remember when she first revealed her cancer battle to him and he was inspired to win even more for her. And on his podcast he said the sweetest things about Diem and how special and moving a girl she was. He praised her more than any other challenge girl.
i was in the middle of watching battle of the exes 1 with CT & Diem but now i don't know if i can get myself to finish the season
I just read the posts made my castmembers, many who no longer do the challenges and I can't stop crying. You know what breaks my heart so much about Diem's death? I've figured it out, it's because this was a girl who loved life and wanted to live so badly.
Congrats and thank god...
If Brad he should at least send condolescences.
You know they will...or an aftershow or something. Work with us here, MTV.
Amen Camille.
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