Lets try to all get back to focusing on the good. Yes there are ****** out there but it is a grain of salt compared to all the beautiful tweets and posts I have been reading. D sure left a mark on this world and will never be forgotten.
Man it still doesn't feel real that Diem's forever gone. It feels weird but I have almost cried over it
I cry over everything... But it does feel weird... I love seeing everyone write and post pictures of Diem but it hurts at the same time. I didn't even know her in real life. My heart breaks for CT as well as her friends and family.
Man it still doesn't feel real that Diem's forever gone. It feels weird but I have almost cried over it
I cry over everything... But it does feel weird... I love seeing everyone write and post pictures of Diem but it hurts at the same time. I didn't even know her in real life. My heart breaks for CT as well as her friends and family.
I think one of many reasons it feels weird is she was so accessible to us fans. She was very active on Twitter before the last month of her life, always tweeting, favoriting, responding to fans and other MTV cast members and even not long before her death she sent out that tweet that was a request for help and advice. I have to admit, after she did that, I bought into the idea that someone was going to give her some help and she would live at least a few months longer with that help. For some reason it took forever for the real reality of what Diem's situation was to really set in with me. I think I was in some denial definitely. I was thinking to myself, if she only had a few more days or a week left and she was really on her last days then she wouldn't feel like tweeting but someone else could have tweeted it for her or she might have tweeted it herself because it doesn't take very long and very much strength to send out one tweet. I don't know. I think your mind just goes into it's own rationalizations not to accept the reality because you don't want to.
I think her social media presence just made us all feel like we knew her even when we didn't and now it just feels like there is a big hole. I still have the compulsion to go to her Twitter page like she is going to send out an update.
She also just seemed so down to earth and genuine. I have had questions in my mind of what, if anything, could have either prevented this or prolonged her life for the long term, but I don't think there is much use for those questions now. She's gone and nothing can undo that unfortunately. I think after a death, whether you knew the person closely or did not, there always seem to be more questions than answers. I hope Chris is going to be okay.
Lets try to all get back to focusing on the good. Yes there are ****** out there but it is a grain of salt compared to all the beautiful tweets and posts I have been reading. D sure left a mark on this world and will never be forgotten.
I agree about focusing on the good. What would be really nice is if in time we heard more stories about patients and their families who were helped through MedGift. We have already heard some of those stories but even more would be great. Diem really did make an enormous impact and I know she is smiling down on us all from heaven.
Whats really still bothering me is if Diem ever accepted her fate and became at peace with it. She was such a fighter to the point where its upsetting, and it sounded like she still had the fighting mindset just 2 days ago. After going through so much pain and suffering most people just say enough is enough and become at peace with whats inevitable, its heartbreaking that Diem seemed like she would take more suffering if she could survive. I really hope she was at peace with it before she passed, I wouldnt want her to be as upset as we all are right now before she passed. Seeing the tribute vids its sad thinking she was in so much pain these past few months yet she was so happy in the vids
I feel you, expressed what I was thinking too. I need to feel like she did have peace at the end.
The only thing I can count on is that we will all meet Diem one day. Heaven is a beautiful place where you are surrounded by everyone you love.
Now this made me feel better. Feeling down tonight. Thanks.
Awwww!!! You have made me feel better tonight!! As time goes on it will be easier to accept and think about her without it hurting so bad. And because I believe heaven is nothing but pure bliss, I love knowing that she has no pain and is waiting for her loved ones!
Man it still doesn't feel real that Diem's forever gone. It feels weird but I have almost cried over it
I cry over everything... But it does feel weird... I love seeing everyone write and post pictures of Diem but it hurts at the same time. I didn't even know her in real life. My heart breaks for CT as well as her friends and family.
I think one of many reasons it feels weird is she was so accessible to us fans. She was very active on Twitter before the last month of her life, always tweeting, favoriting, responding to fans and other MTV cast members and even not long before her death she sent out that tweet that was a request for help and advice. I have to admit, after she did that, I bought into the idea that someone was going to give her some help and she would live at least a few months longer with that help. For some reason it took forever for the real reality of what Diem's situation was to really set in with me. I think I was in some denial definitely. I was thinking to myself, if she only had a few more days or a week left and she was really on her last days then she wouldn't feel like tweeting but someone else could have tweeted it for her or she might have tweeted it herself because it doesn't take very long and very much strength to send out one tweet. I don't know. I think your mind just goes into it's own rationalizations not to accept the reality because you don't want to.
I think her social media presence just made us all feel like we knew her even when we didn't and now it just feels like there is a big hole. I still have the compulsion to go to her Twitter page like she is going to send out an update.
She also just seemed so down to earth and genuine. I have had questions in my mind of what, if anything, could have either prevented this or prolonged her life for the long term, but I don't think there is much use for those questions now. She's gone and nothing can undo that unfortunately. I think after a death, whether you knew the person closely or did not, there always seem to be more questions than answers. I hope Chris is going to be okay.
I so agree with you. I have never felt such a loss for someone I didn't even know. It actually brings back those nauseauous feelings I had after the death of people very close to me. My mind is all over the place. Don't come at me for telling you this, but I actually dreamed CT got those eggs and a surrogate and had a little Diem. I know it's crazy, but I thought this board was the one place I could vent my feelings. It is not only the death of an incredibly wonderful person, but also the death of those romantisized ideas of this ultimate couple destined to be together. My heart goes out to her loved ones.
i was thinknig that also about the eggs. if they were truly in love i think she wouldve wanted him to have there babies even if she wasnt here. i guess time will tell. im sure she had a will of some sort of what she wanted to happen with her stuff, her money, her organization and maybe her eggs.
I understand all these sentiments. I'm so sad and angry. I've cried a lot which surprised me. When Diem tweeted her last tweet, I kept thinking about something she posted on instagram a while back. It was a post about a hand reader that knew the ages she was sick and predicted she would write multiple books. The woman also told her she would have 2 boys and a girl. I wanted so badly to believe that was true.
All these post are so touching. I loved Kimberly's the most. So sweet. She touched the lives of so many. One article I think, or someone might have said it, but she was the good girl. Never really had a problem with most people. She gotta long with many. Never held grudges even after Rivals II. She was just a great person. Lived a beautiful life.
Also, someone on here mentioned her eggs. I don't know what they'll do with them. CT's stylist post on Instagram was an emotional one for me and a wow moment. He said he'll fulfill thei promise to each other and I wonder what that was. If it was a promise that involved CT. Only time will tell. If CT was to take her eggs and have a child I would be so moved. Like OMG how inspiring. True love never dies. That child will always have some part of Diem, their mother. Love that!
Whats really still bothering me is if Diem ever accepted her fate and became at peace with it. She was such a fighter to the point where its upsetting, and it sounded like she still had the fighting mindset just 2 days ago. After going through so much pain and suffering most people just say enough is enough and become at peace with whats inevitable, its heartbreaking that Diem seemed like she would take more suffering if she could survive. I really hope she was at peace with it before she passed, I wouldnt want her to be as upset as we all are right now before she passed. Seeing the tribute vids its sad thinking she was in so much pain these past few months yet she was so happy in the vids
I feel you, expressed what I was thinking too. I need to feel like she did have peace at the end.
I was feeling the same way, and this is really morbid and sad, but it helped me. Did you guys see the pictures of that board her friends made Thursday night? It had pictures of them and messages on it, and said "#DiemStrong." The messages were goodbyes. Talking about her legacy and how she'd be dancing with her mum soon, and the ways she impacted their lives. Incredibly sad, but that definitely implies there was some coming to terms and peace in the end, which makes me feel a bit better.
I had the same thoughts about her eggs. Although I think she would have signed the rights to her Dad or Meagan. But it would be beautiful and absolutely inspiring if CT were to use her eggs to make her dream of 2.5 children come true. But right now, I just hope he is learning to cope. I have read he is not doing well at all. My continued prayers to Diem's family, friends, and CT.
I also have asked this question before and I realize no one else may know but, has anyone heard anything of a funeral? I think it would be nice if we could maybe compose a list of messages from us here at vevmo to be sent to the funeral. Most funerals I have been to have a "Reflection" time where people speak or read letters. Maybe somehow we can get something sent there so that her family and friends would know just how much of an impact she had on people she did not even know. What do you guys think?
I also have been thinking a lot about Diem and what happened before she passed. Her last tweet haunts me because it was only 3 days before and then when I read the people article it said that Diem was still talking and responding up until the day she died. Now my grandmother passed from breast cancer and before she did she could not speak to us, she didnt even know we were there half of the time. That is what is most shocking to me, she was still communicationg. It makes her death that much harder to accept.
All of these are Beautifully written and heartfelt. my personal favorite is the Miz's and Issac's. I like Issac post beacuse i've never seen that type of emotion come through him, (i haven't seen his RW season so maybe he did show emotion), but still it was so sweet of him I like the Miz's because even though he has a busy schedule as a WWE wrestler and has moved on from the RW/RR field he still took the time to recognize Diem's inspiration.
I had the same thoughts about her eggs. Although I think she would have signed the rights to her Dad or Meagan. But it would be beautiful and absolutely inspiring if CT were to use her eggs to make her dream of 2.5 children come true. But right now, I just hope he is learning to cope. I have read he is not doing well at all. My continued prayers to Diem's family, friends, and CT.
I also have asked this question before and I realize no one else may know but, has anyone heard anything of a funeral? I think it would be nice if we could maybe compose a list of messages from us here at vevmo to be sent to the funeral. Most funerals I have been to have a "Reflection" time where people speak or read letters. Maybe somehow we can get something sent there so that her family and friends would know just how much of an impact she had on people she did not even know. What do you guys think?
I also have been thinking a lot about Diem and what happened before she passed. Her last tweet haunts me because it was only 3 days before and then when I read the people article it said that Diem was still talking and responding up until the day she died. Now my grandmother passed from breast cancer and before she did she could not speak to us, she didnt even know we were there half of the time. That is what is most shocking to me, she was still communicationg. It makes her death that much harder to accept.
I wanted to make a sick *** tribute video of Diem, I had the song picked and everything. I have all this HD quality of these shows, it would have been cool. Too bad my tower Mac doesn't want to work with me so I have to go to the apple store.
I saw someone attack Avery for supporting Wes, they said something like "shut up you didnt know Diem".... which I dont get cause I dont know DIem either and I was still sad, some people are just stupid. I dont know why ppl would hate on Wes though or I havent seen negative tweets in the convos, he seemed to have taken it pretty hard. And it was pretty obvious by how Diem and him talked about each other that they loved eachother, Diem called him her brother so I dont see why ppl would hate on him for being sad or whatever. Johnny I can see the frustration since they were also close, ppl grieve in different ways.
lol I did laugh at the tweet scotter tweeted to Wes when he was saying he's heartbroken and wants to call scooter and jemmye to cry, he was like tears wont do, go put on a mini skirt and flip your hair around and dance lol oh Diem
For once I'm on Averey's side. Yeah she is kinda a **** but what she said in that short amount of time went hard. Especially since she didn't know her that long but still heartfelt.
All of those messages and pics are touching. The RW/RR family are really coming together and saying their pieces. It's good to read.
God, these pictures with past and current cast make me twinkle in the eye a little. I can't help but smile when I think of her and her accomplishments even though there were soe shady moments in some of the last few shows she did.
Here are some posts from other Real World/Road Rules/Fresh Meat "family" members:
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No idea if Kina wrote anything, but she update her profile picture on facebook with one with Diem:
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Thank you V1man.
Lets try to all get back to focusing on the good. Yes there are ****** out there but it is a grain of salt compared to all the beautiful tweets and posts I have been reading. D sure left a mark on this world and will never be forgotten.
Man it still doesn't feel real that Diem's forever gone. It feels weird but I have almost cried over it
I cry over everything... But it does feel weird... I love seeing everyone write and post pictures of Diem but it hurts at the same time. I didn't even know her in real life. My heart breaks for CT as well as her friends and family.
I think one of many reasons it feels weird is she was so accessible to us fans. She was very active on Twitter before the last month of her life, always tweeting, favoriting, responding to fans and other MTV cast members and even not long before her death she sent out that tweet that was a request for help and advice. I have to admit, after she did that, I bought into the idea that someone was going to give her some help and she would live at least a few months longer with that help. For some reason it took forever for the real reality of what Diem's situation was to really set in with me. I think I was in some denial definitely. I was thinking to myself, if she only had a few more days or a week left and she was really on her last days then she wouldn't feel like tweeting but someone else could have tweeted it for her or she might have tweeted it herself because it doesn't take very long and very much strength to send out one tweet. I don't know. I think your mind just goes into it's own rationalizations not to accept the reality because you don't want to.
I think her social media presence just made us all feel like we knew her even when we didn't and now it just feels like there is a big hole. I still have the compulsion to go to her Twitter page like she is going to send out an update.
She also just seemed so down to earth and genuine. I have had questions in my mind of what, if anything, could have either prevented this or prolonged her life for the long term, but I don't think there is much use for those questions now. She's gone and nothing can undo that unfortunately. I think after a death, whether you knew the person closely or did not, there always seem to be more questions than answers. I hope Chris is going to be okay.
I feel you, expressed what I was thinking too. I need to feel like she did have peace at the end.
Now this made me feel better. Feeling down tonight. Thanks.
Those tweets from Averey stuck out to me as well, very heartfelt and genuine.
Awwww!!! You have made me feel better tonight!! As time goes on it will be easier to accept and think about her without it hurting so bad. And because I believe heaven is nothing but pure bliss, I love knowing that she has no pain and is waiting for her loved ones!
i was thinknig that also about the eggs. if they were truly in love i think she wouldve wanted him to have there babies even if she wasnt here. i guess time will tell. im sure she had a will of some sort of what she wanted to happen with her stuff, her money, her organization and maybe her eggs.
I understand all these sentiments. I'm so sad and angry. I've cried a lot which surprised me. When Diem tweeted her last tweet, I kept thinking about something she posted on instagram a while back. It was a post about a hand reader that knew the ages she was sick and predicted she would write multiple books. The woman also told her she would have 2 boys and a girl. I wanted so badly to believe that was true.
All these post are so touching. I loved Kimberly's the most. So sweet. She touched the lives of so many. One article I think, or someone might have said it, but she was the good girl. Never really had a problem with most people. She gotta long with many. Never held grudges even after Rivals II. She was just a great person. Lived a beautiful life.
Also, someone on here mentioned her eggs. I don't know what they'll do with them. CT's stylist post on Instagram was an emotional one for me and a wow moment. He said he'll fulfill thei promise to each other and I wonder what that was. If it was a promise that involved CT. Only time will tell. If CT was to take her eggs and have a child I would be so moved. Like OMG how inspiring. True love never dies. That child will always have some part of Diem, their mother. Love that!
I was feeling the same way, and this is really morbid and sad, but it helped me. Did you guys see the pictures of that board her friends made Thursday night? It had pictures of them and messages on it, and said "#DiemStrong." The messages were goodbyes. Talking about her legacy and how she'd be dancing with her mum soon, and the ways she impacted their lives. Incredibly sad, but that definitely implies there was some coming to terms and peace in the end, which makes me feel a bit better.
I had the same thoughts about her eggs. Although I think she would have signed the rights to her Dad or Meagan. But it would be beautiful and absolutely inspiring if CT were to use her eggs to make her dream of 2.5 children come true. But right now, I just hope he is learning to cope. I have read he is not doing well at all. My continued prayers to Diem's family, friends, and CT.
I also have asked this question before and I realize no one else may know but, has anyone heard anything of a funeral? I think it would be nice if we could maybe compose a list of messages from us here at vevmo to be sent to the funeral. Most funerals I have been to have a "Reflection" time where people speak or read letters. Maybe somehow we can get something sent there so that her family and friends would know just how much of an impact she had on people she did not even know. What do you guys think?
I also have been thinking a lot about Diem and what happened before she passed. Her last tweet haunts me because it was only 3 days before and then when I read the people article it said that Diem was still talking and responding up until the day she died. Now my grandmother passed from breast cancer and before she did she could not speak to us, she didnt even know we were there half of the time. That is what is most shocking to me, she was still communicationg. It makes her death that much harder to accept.
All of these are Beautifully written and heartfelt. my personal favorite is the Miz's and Issac's. I like Issac post beacuse i've never seen that type of emotion come through him, (i haven't seen his RW season so maybe he did show emotion), but still it was so sweet of him I like the Miz's because even though he has a busy schedule as a WWE wrestler and has moved on from the RW/RR field he still took the time to recognize Diem's inspiration.
man i love all of those posts!! she touched so many lives- ones she met and many she did not
I had the same thoughts about her eggs. Although I think she would have signed the rights to her Dad or Meagan. But it would be beautiful and absolutely inspiring if CT were to use her eggs to make her dream of 2.5 children come true. But right now, I just hope he is learning to cope. I have read he is not doing well at all. My continued prayers to Diem's family, friends, and CT.
I also have asked this question before and I realize no one else may know but, has anyone heard anything of a funeral? I think it would be nice if we could maybe compose a list of messages from us here at vevmo to be sent to the funeral. Most funerals I have been to have a "Reflection" time where people speak or read letters. Maybe somehow we can get something sent there so that her family and friends would know just how much of an impact she had on people she did not even know. What do you guys think?
I also have been thinking a lot about Diem and what happened before she passed. Her last tweet haunts me because it was only 3 days before and then when I read the people article it said that Diem was still talking and responding up until the day she died. Now my grandmother passed from breast cancer and before she did she could not speak to us, she didnt even know we were there half of the time. That is what is most shocking to me, she was still communicationg. It makes her death that much harder to accept.
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Arriving tomorrow in NYC to say goodbye to a beautiful woman who was loved and respected by so many #DiemBrown
I wanted to make a sick *** tribute video of Diem, I had the song picked and everything. I have all this HD quality of these shows, it would have been cool. Too bad my tower Mac doesn't want to work with me so I have to go to the apple store.
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So true! I love quotes. They get me threw.
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All of those messages and pics are touching. The RW/RR family are really coming together and saying their pieces. It's good to read.
For once I'm on Averey's side. Yeah she is kinda a **** but what she said in that short amount of time went hard. Especially since she didn't know her that long but still heartfelt.
God, these pictures with past and current cast make me twinkle in the eye a little. I can't help but smile when I think of her and her accomplishments even though there were soe shady moments in some of the last few shows she did.
Super excited to be with loved ones during these times... Off to NYC #RIPDiemBrown
Another flight delayed? What does it take 2get to NYC?? Been flying since 6am...CMON weather, work w/ me If ur @ ATL airport, come say hi!
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Pretty sure the funeral is tomorrow.
Is anyone else besides Camila and Ibis going? Obviously CT is but i would assume like Brad and Tori would be there because they were really close
I saw Sarah Rice was in an Airport as well. She posted something on her twitter about it.
Aneesa, Ashley (San Diego), Laurel, Cara Maria are most likely going as well
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