It is just odd because she was all over the news and the cover of magazines all. CT also made a lot of headlines during the time of her death over his posts/if they were together/ how Diem rejected his proposal.
One of my favorite moments from Battle of the Exes is when CT and Diem won the Feel the Burn mission. They kicked ***. Their moment afterwards was great too.
FM1 is her first season and she tells her partner/production about her cancer during filming so it is a good story line for her that season. People are mean to her though because the only person she told I believe was her partner so they were all calling her anorexic and everything else because she can only eat stuff from a can that was not already open but it was a good season. And the Duel is good because she meets CT and it is her first challenge back post Cancer so it is kind of amazing because no normal person (other then Diem) would have come back so fast. Plus she has like no hair and their is a really powerful moment when she takes off her wig for the first time.
FM1 is her first season and she tells her partner/production about her cancer during filming so it is a good story line for her that season. People are mean to her though because the only person she told I believe was her partner so they were all calling her anorexic and everything else because she can only eat stuff from a can that was not already open but it was a good season. And the Duel is good because she meets CT and it is her first challenge back post Cancer so it is kind of amazing because no normal person (other then Diem) would have come back so fast. Plus she has like no hair and their is a really powerful moment when she takes off her wig for the first time.
Ooh I gotta watch those 2 now. ..It sounds really interesting. Thanks alot good user! Gonna be sad though knowing she's not here
FM1 is her first season and she tells her partner/production about her cancer during filming so it is a good story line for her that season. People are mean to her though because the only person she told I believe was her partner so they were all calling her anorexic and everything else because she can only eat stuff from a can that was not already open but it was a good season. And the Duel is good because she meets CT and it is her first challenge back post Cancer so it is kind of amazing because no normal person (other then Diem) would have come back so fast. Plus she has like no hair and their is a really powerful moment when she takes off her wig for the first time.
Ooh I gotta watch those 2 now. ..It sounds really interesting. Thanks alot good user! Gonna be sad though knowing she's not here
Anytime. You can actually watch Fresh Meat on youtube and it is even good quality.
FM1 is her first season and she tells her partner/production about her cancer during filming so it is a good story line for her that season. People are mean to her though because the only person she told I believe was her partner so they were all calling her anorexic and everything else because she can only eat stuff from a can that was not already open but it was a good season. And the Duel is good because she meets CT and it is her first challenge back post Cancer so it is kind of amazing because no normal person (other then Diem) would have come back so fast. Plus she has like no hair and their is a really powerful moment when she takes off her wig for the first time.
Ooh I gotta watch those 2 now. ..It sounds really interesting. Thanks alot good user! Gonna be sad though knowing she's not here
Anytime. You can actually watch Fresh Meat on youtube and it is even good quality.
My favorite things about Tarah Healey's photos of Diem's birthday are as follows:
1) Chris holding the cupcake with her candle to blow out. Johnny being right there holding the box of cupcakes.
2) Diem looking like she is directing everyone in singing to her before she blew out the candle.
3) The photos of Diem wearing Chris's white glasses as a headband.
4) The photos of Chris trying to hand Diem a drink because it's so like on challenges where he stands in the background letting her shine and then taking care of her by getting her drinks.
5) The photos of Chris and Johnny being friends in real life.
6) The photo where you can see Chris is distracted & holding his bottle out to someone then the next photo you see Diem with it in the next photo.
7) all of the photos you see of Chris taking photos of the party and knowing they will never be shared with us because they are private.
The photo of Diem looking up pointing her fingers up because it looks like she is having a moment with her mom in heaven (with is totally my interpretation and she was probably just rocking out, but I still love it).
9) All of the private moments with Chris and Diem in the backgrounds of these pictures where you see the love between them.
While I loved catching this glimpse of real life, I felt like a total creeper seeing something they probably would have preferred to be kept private. Not that it stopped me from looking, but I did feel guilty about it. Anyone else?
Creeper, nope you're only one who felt that way. Nice post though.
I like Battle of the Exes, Fresh Meat, and The Duel. Really I like all of the seasons she appeared in except for Rivals 2. And that had nothing to do with her...it was moreso the rest of the cast and the atmosphere it created.
I also like her MADE episode.
I am hoping they got some footage of her in, The Sh^t you didnt see episode. It would be nice to see her having fun...
Couldn't figure out for the life of me why I have continued to watch this season... we know the outcome... I'm not especially loyal, or overly fond of the remaining (save Sarah)... so what is it? I realized watching the last episode that I wasn't paying attention to the conversation because I was watching the background intently. I saw a tweet from someone that there would be a *** they should have shown and felt a rush of hope - then it struck me - you idiot what are doing, she is not going to magically appear. There is no more Diem & CT to see... I've been waiting to hear her voice, to see them joking, to catch a glimpse, for someone to mention them... my heart still aches, some days more than others. Sometimes still want to believe it is a cruel joke, a sad mistake, a bad dream or other escapable nonsense. I worry about Chris more than anyone else I think... I hope he is healing, that he has found some peace, that he talks to someone to let things out. One heart can only suffer so much, thankfully he is strong.
I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Just seems some here understand more than others... not the bandwagon folks but those who had faith in all that she was and was doing, who believed she was more than Challenge, that MedGift is important, that Diem was extraordinary.... That her even her memory is something to which one should aspire... for as much fun as she was, the giggling, the dancing, the flirting - her sensitivity, kindness, generosity of spirit & philanthropy was so much more
We were supposed to get together in a few weeks to plan a fundraiser and as the time appraoches the melancholy becomes stronger... so I ask a little indulgence if I need to vent a bit.
Couldn't figure out for the life of me why I have continued to watch this season... we know the outcome... I'm not especially loyal, or overly fond of the remaining (save Sarah)... so what is it? I realized watching the last episode that I wasn't paying attention to the conversation because I was watching the background intently. I saw a tweet from someone that there would be a *** they should have shown and felt a rush of hope - then it struck me - you idiot what are doing, she is not going to magically appear. There is no more Diem & CT to see... I've been waiting to hear her voice, to see them joking, to catch a glimpse, for someone to mention them... my heart still aches, some days more than others. Sometimes still want to believe it is a cruel joke, a sad mistake, a bad dream or other escapable nonsense. I worry about Chris more than anyone else I think... I hope he is healing, that he has found some peace, that he talks to someone to let things out. One heart can only suffer so much, thankfully he is strong.
I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Just seems some here understand more than others... not the bandwagon folks but those who had faith in all that she was and was doing, who believed she was more than Challenge, that MedGift is important, that Diem was extraordinary.... That her even her memory is something to which one should aspire... for as much fun as she was, the giggling, the dancing, the flirting - her sensitivity, kindness, generosity of spirit & philanthropy was so much more
We were supposed to get together in a few weeks to plan a fundraiser and as the time appraoches the melancholy becomes stronger... so I ask a little indulgence if I need to vent a bit.
Couldn't figure out for the life of me why I have continued to watch this season... we know the outcome... I'm not especially loyal, or overly fond of the remaining (save Sarah)... so what is it? I realized watching the last episode that I wasn't paying attention to the conversation because I was watching the background intently. I saw a tweet from someone that there would be a *** they should have shown and felt a rush of hope - then it struck me - you idiot what are doing, she is not going to magically appear. There is no more Diem & CT to see... I've been waiting to hear her voice, to see them joking, to catch a glimpse, for someone to mention them... my heart still aches, some days more than others. Sometimes still want to believe it is a cruel joke, a sad mistake, a bad dream or other escapable nonsense. I worry about Chris more than anyone else I think... I hope he is healing, that he has found some peace, that he talks to someone to let things out. One heart can only suffer so much, thankfully he is strong.
I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Just seems some here understand more than others... not the bandwagon folks but those who had faith in all that she was and was doing, who believed she was more than Challenge, that MedGift is important, that Diem was extraordinary.... That her even her memory is something to which one should aspire... for as much fun as she was, the giggling, the dancing, the flirting - her sensitivity, kindness, generosity of spirit & philanthropy was so much more
We were supposed to get together in a few weeks to plan a fundraiser and as the time appraoches the melancholy becomes stronger... so I ask a little indulgence if I need to vent a bit.
It is so nice to hear from you again!
I sent you a pm/e-mail. Did you receive it?
I understand what you are saying but I am feeling a void. I am hoping to see her again. I keep telling myself one last time even though I know in my heart she is gone. I just misss seeing her.
I worry about CT too. I hope he is ok. There has been nothing on him. No news or anything. And that is fine because I know he needs time to heal from this. But I just wish there was word that he is doing ok.
And Semisweet if there is anything that I could do to help with your fundraiser, Please let me know. I have missed our chats.
Couldn't figure out for the life of me why I have continued to watch this season... we know the outcome... I'm not especially loyal, or overly fond of the remaining (save Sarah)... so what is it? I realized watching the last episode that I wasn't paying attention to the conversation because I was watching the background intently. I saw a tweet from someone that there would be a *** they should have shown and felt a rush of hope - then it struck me - you idiot what are doing, she is not going to magically appear. There is no more Diem & CT to see... I've been waiting to hear her voice, to see them joking, to catch a glimpse, for someone to mention them... my heart still aches, some days more than others. Sometimes still want to believe it is a cruel joke, a sad mistake, a bad dream or other escapable nonsense. I worry about Chris more than anyone else I think... I hope he is healing, that he has found some peace, that he talks to someone to let things out. One heart can only suffer so much, thankfully he is strong.
I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Just seems some here understand more than others... not the bandwagon folks but those who had faith in all that she was and was doing, who believed she was more than Challenge, that MedGift is important, that Diem was extraordinary.... That her even her memory is something to which one should aspire... for as much fun as she was, the giggling, the dancing, the flirting - her sensitivity, kindness, generosity of spirit & philanthropy was so much more
We were supposed to get together in a few weeks to plan a fundraiser and as the time appraoches the melancholy becomes stronger... so I ask a little indulgence if I need to vent a bit.
It is so nice to hear from you again!
I sent you a pm/e-mail. Did you receive it?
I understand what you are saying but I am feeling a void. I am hoping to see her again. I keep telling myself one last time even though I know in my heart she is gone. I just misss seeing her.
I worry about CT too. I hope he is ok. There has been nothing on him. No news or anything. And that is fine because I know he needs time to heal from this. But I just wish there was word that he is doing ok.
And Semisweet if there is anything that I could do to help with your fundraiser, Please let me know. I have missed our chats.
I believe CT is doing well. If you looked at his tagged Instagram photos you will see that on April 4th he is having an event at The Pool After Dark in Atlantic City so he must be doing good if he is going an appearance because he has to know when if they main thing people will ask him is about Diem. Which if you live in the NJ area or will be their at that time you can get your tickets to the event online.
Please vent, talk, and ramble as much as you need to. Everything you said is so spot on in my opinion. I value the time you take to put your thoughts out there and for sharing them with us.
I worry most about Chris too. In addition to grieving and building a new unplanned life without his love, he has had to have some horrible things written about him. No one going through such a loss should have to put up with such ugliness. That's true even if you aren't a "fan" of his. Thankfully he is strong and I know he will be back in time showing us that he is permanently a better man with his Angel Diem always by his side.
It's so nice seeing what Johnny Bananas is doing for Diem / MedGift. He has a post on his instagram today for a little girl named Kasey that is battling cancer. It's heartwarming to see him carry on Diem's legacy with MedGift.
It's so nice seeing what Johnny Bananas is doing for Diem / MedGift. He has a post on his instagram today for a little girl named Kasey that is battling cancer. It's heartwarming to see him carry on Diem's legacy with MedGift.
It was only shown at the beginning four episodes because that's how long the two people who passed (Knight and Diem) were on.
Oh that makes sense I guess. So sad
She's been...gone since November.
I didn't know. I never looked her up before..
It is just odd because she was all over the news and the cover of magazines all. CT also made a lot of headlines during the time of her death over his posts/if they were together/ how Diem rejected his proposal.
It wasn't on any nees or magazines I saw... But I didn't really watch any seasons with her on there besides Rivals 2
Well you should go back and watch the duel with her in it then.
Or FM1
Something special about those 2?
Just both good seasons.
One of my favorite moments from Battle of the Exes is when CT and Diem won the Feel the Burn mission. They kicked ***. Their moment afterwards was great too.
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FM1 is her first season and she tells her partner/production about her cancer during filming so it is a good story line for her that season. People are mean to her though because the only person she told I believe was her partner so they were all calling her anorexic and everything else because she can only eat stuff from a can that was not already open but it was a good season. And the Duel is good because she meets CT and it is her first challenge back post Cancer so it is kind of amazing because no normal person (other then Diem) would have come back so fast. Plus she has like no hair and their is a really powerful moment when she takes off her wig for the first time.
Ooh I gotta watch those 2 now. ..It sounds really interesting. Thanks alot good user! Gonna be sad though knowing she's not here
Anytime. You can actually watch Fresh Meat on youtube and it is even good quality.
Way ahead of you on that one haha.
My favorite diem seasons are duel and exes. Those are worth watching.
The Duel with her is the best!
Creeper, nope you're only one who felt that way. Nice post though.
agreeed.
Best diem seasons...
1. The duel
2. Battle of the exes
3. Fresh meat
4. Duel 2
5. Battle of the exes 2
6. Gauntlet 3
7. The ruins
8. rivals 2- reason this is last is because i feel she was manipulated this whole time and i hated watching it cause i know she is so sweet
I like Battle of the Exes, Fresh Meat, and The Duel. Really I like all of the seasons she appeared in except for Rivals 2. And that had nothing to do with her...it was moreso the rest of the cast and the atmosphere it created.
I also like her MADE episode.
I am hoping they got some footage of her in, The Sh^t you didnt see episode. It would be nice to see her having fun...
Couldn't figure out for the life of me why I have continued to watch this season... we know the outcome... I'm not especially loyal, or overly fond of the remaining (save Sarah)... so what is it? I realized watching the last episode that I wasn't paying attention to the conversation because I was watching the background intently. I saw a tweet from someone that there would be a *** they should have shown and felt a rush of hope - then it struck me - you idiot what are doing, she is not going to magically appear. There is no more Diem & CT to see... I've been waiting to hear her voice, to see them joking, to catch a glimpse, for someone to mention them... my heart still aches, some days more than others. Sometimes still want to believe it is a cruel joke, a sad mistake, a bad dream or other escapable nonsense. I worry about Chris more than anyone else I think... I hope he is healing, that he has found some peace, that he talks to someone to let things out. One heart can only suffer so much, thankfully he is strong.
I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Just seems some here understand more than others... not the bandwagon folks but those who had faith in all that she was and was doing, who believed she was more than Challenge, that MedGift is important, that Diem was extraordinary.... That her even her memory is something to which one should aspire... for as much fun as she was, the giggling, the dancing, the flirting - her sensitivity, kindness, generosity of spirit & philanthropy was so much more
We were supposed to get together in a few weeks to plan a fundraiser and as the time appraoches the melancholy becomes stronger... so I ask a little indulgence if I need to vent a bit.
I'm sad Diem went home first on The Ruins. I feel she could've won any other elimination
Apparently she was just there for an appearance check so she didn't try/care.
Awww. Hang in there Semisweet!
It is so nice to hear from you again!
I sent you a pm/e-mail. Did you receive it?
I understand what you are saying but I am feeling a void. I am hoping to see her again. I keep telling myself one last time even though I know in my heart she is gone. I just misss seeing her.
I worry about CT too. I hope he is ok. There has been nothing on him. No news or anything. And that is fine because I know he needs time to heal from this. But I just wish there was word that he is doing ok.
And Semisweet if there is anything that I could do to help with your fundraiser, Please let me know. I have missed our chats.
I believe CT is doing well. If you looked at his tagged Instagram photos you will see that on April 4th he is having an event at The Pool After Dark in Atlantic City so he must be doing good if he is going an appearance because he has to know when if they main thing people will ask him is about Diem. Which if you live in the NJ area or will be their at that time you can get your tickets to the event online.
Please vent, talk, and ramble as much as you need to. Everything you said is so spot on in my opinion. I value the time you take to put your thoughts out there and for sharing them with us.
I worry most about Chris too. In addition to grieving and building a new unplanned life without his love, he has had to have some horrible things written about him. No one going through such a loss should have to put up with such ugliness. That's true even if you aren't a "fan" of his. Thankfully he is strong and I know he will be back in time showing us that he is permanently a better man with his Angel Diem always by his side.
It's so nice seeing what Johnny Bananas is doing for Diem / MedGift. He has a post on his instagram today for a little girl named Kasey that is battling cancer. It's heartwarming to see him carry on Diem's legacy with MedGift.
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