Remembering Diem Brown

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The Duel 2 can also be found via MTV. Instaed of going to the website, just type Duel 2 into your search and it will come up. I want to watch EXES and Ruins but I cant find those. 

The Duel 2 can also be found via MTV. Instaed of going to the website, just type Duel 2 into your search and it will come up. I want to watch EXES and Ruins but I cant find those. 

 

Thanks.. so strange, last night I tried Duel 2 and Gauntlet 3 on mtv, and both said unavailable, but now they are working.. Same thing happened last week.. So now I know to keep trying lol.  I'm trying to watch them in order but I might have to give up on that hope!

MTV good definitely do the next challenge in the Memory of Diem with money going MedGift.  They'd get a ton of people willing to participate IMO.  Everyone wins

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I hate to bring this up again but it has really been bothering me. The way these articles have portrayed CT as an opportunist just makes me mad! First of all, about the picture of him and Diem that he posted. Don't people realize that someone else had to have taken it and given it to him? It is obviously not a selfie. Also, what about the pictures her other friends have posted. Does that make them opportunists too? Finally, the videos he took of his proposals. Who doesn't videotape their proposals? Sorry, just had to get that off of my chest. Rant over!

I hate to bring this up again but it has really been bothering me. The way these articles have portrayed CT as an opportunist just makes me mad! First of all, about the picture of him and Diem that he posted. Don't people realize that someone else had to have taken it and given it to him? It is obviously not a selfie. Also, what about the pictures her other friends have posted. Does that make them opportunists too? Finally, the videos he took of his proposals. Who doesn't videotape their proposals? Sorry, just had to get that off of my chest. Rant over!

Sane people.

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

As far as BMP donating to medgift, they may nto be a non profit, but that doesnt' mean it's not low class to not donate to medgift, since they were in business together, and diem helped them out a lot appearing sometimes when she was not herself. They helped her as well promoting medgift, paying her to be on the show, etc, btu the respectful thing would be to at least make a gesture to Medgift in some way. Since they said Diem was always one of their favorites, well let's see it. Like ct and diem or not, but they had a big following which gave them a lot of viewers/money and without them, i doubt the show would have been able to continue.

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

As far as BMP donating to medgift, they may nto be a non profit, but that doesnt' mean it's not low class to not donate to medgift, since they were in business together, and diem helped them out a lot appearing sometimes when she was not herself. They helped her as well promoting medgift, paying her to be on the show, etc, btu the respectful thing would be to at least make a gesture to Medgift in some way. Since they said Diem was always one of their favorites, well let's see it. Like ct and diem or not, but they had a big following which gave them a lot of viewers/money and without them, i doubt the show would have been able to continue.

We need to start liking post again. ALL OF THIS!

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

As far as BMP donating to medgift, they may nto be a non profit, but that doesnt' mean it's not low class to not donate to medgift, since they were in business together, and diem helped them out a lot appearing sometimes when she was not herself. They helped her as well promoting medgift, paying her to be on the show, etc, btu the respectful thing would be to at least make a gesture to Medgift in some way. Since they said Diem was always one of their favorites, well let's see it. Like ct and diem or not, but they had a big following which gave them a lot of viewers/money and without them, i doubt the show would have been able to continue.

 

I 100% agree with your first paragraph.  I have no issue with him filming himself proposing.  A lot of people do.  Has he sold it to TMZ?! - no.  From mid Aug until now he posted 2 pics of him and Diem, 1 of her, one about donating to Med Gift, his Goodbye one and his family thanking everyone.  Thats it.  He has basically been mute.  He didnt want it to be about CT/Diem, just about Diem getting well.   Never did I see him trying to capitolize off the situation.  Even the last yr they were together/hanging out/whatever they were, he stayed silent.  If he wanted to make it about him he would have been posting photos of the new bedding her bought her, painting her toes, making tons of tweets, etc etc.  I totally respect how he has handled this.  His friends and family have been extremely positive and concerned as well, you could tell they all loved her.  And if her friends are the "Sources" trashing him that thats BS.  He may not have been perfect but does anyone really know what the perfect things to do and say are when someone they are in love with his dying of cancer in front of them?!?!?!  Tired of the CT haters!

As for MTV and BMP not donating.   Almost positive one of the producers did.  They are not required too but it would have been really nice of them to do so.  At minimum, I hope they alteast advertise MedGift at the end of the shows with donating info since Knight was also supporting MedGift.

Ok!!  I have unpublished this entire fight!!  Disgusting that it even took place in this thread.  End of conversation.

Ok!!  I have u npublished this entire fight!!  Disgusting that it even took place in this thread.  End of conversation.

You left the bullshit that started it

You know better than anyone I've let a lot go but I have every right to respond to the Carrie post if it isn't removed.

Both sides should be represented if you're going to allow the bullshit on here.

I will go back through and make sure I didn't miss any and yes I did respect how much you were letting go but you got way too volitle about this and it's just not cool.

Please take this up with me via PM if you need to discuss anymore.

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

Agree 100%.  It sounded fishy the way it was presented in the People article, but when I went back and thought about it, a) tons of people film stuff like that, and b) it's not like he was ever going to have a video of their wedding or their kids' births or anything else for that matter, which breaks my heart to even think about.  Videos and photographs don't always exist to be broadcasted and celebrated and splashed all over stupid social media.  Nothing wrong with wanting to, like, remember a moment.  Maybe it was the last thing he thought he'd ever do for her, maybe he needed it so he'd always be able to remind himself that he was there.  There are lots of reasons people record things of that nature even in the most god awful of circumstances (I know I have).

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

Agree 100%.  It sounded fishy the way it was presented in the People article, but when I went back and thought about it, a) tons of people film stuff like that, and b) it's not like he was ever going to have a video of their wedding or their kids' births or anything else for that matter, which breaks my heart to even think about.  Videos and photographs don't always exist to be broadcasted and celebrated and splashed all over stupid social media.  Nothing wrong with wanting to, like, remember a moment.  Maybe it was the last thing he thought he'd ever do for her, maybe he needed it so he'd always be able to remind himself that he was there.  There are lots of reasons people record things of that nature even in the most god awful of circumstances (I know I have).

 

So true! Before my sister died we recorded EVERYTHING! Anythime she was having fun and smiling we took out a camera. Just so we could look back at it. It's werid to say but sometimes when people die it just sort of seems like a dream but looking at the videos gives you some validation of their life. Just hearing the sound of their voice from time to time makes all the diffrence. Obviously he wanted Diem to say yes but having that video of her probably means something to him. And when those random times when the grief just seems like it's gonna crush him, maybe he'll look at that video and laugh and smile at Diem's disdain for rubies : )

Perhaps CT wanted to have a nice memory of Diem on tape since she was on her last days already and he knew that. He posted how he felt on IG, it was from the heart, he is taking his space.  What he posted was the truth, and if he never posted people would be on him for not saying anythign publically and questing if he truly ever cared since he didn't say a thing, so imo what he did was the best way to go about it . Not only did he lose the love of his life, and his serious girlfirend, but regardless how he went about it he was going to get bashed by some(it's just the way the world is nowadays), so what can the guy do? He said what he needed, than disappeared to heal. There is no opportunist behavior at all, he hasn't done interviews, appeared on tv, etc etc. Makes you wonder who the "sources" are though, and what they have to gain from trying to make people think that. I am glad the articles have stopped though.

Agree 100%.  It sounded fishy the way it was presented in the People article, but when I went back and thought about it, a) tons of people film stuff like that, and b) it's not like he was ever going to have a video of their wedding or their kids' births or anything else for that matter, which breaks my heart to even think about.  Videos and photographs don't always exist to be broadcasted and celebrated and splashed all over stupid social media.  Nothing wrong with wanting to, like, remember a moment.  Maybe it was the last thing he thought he'd ever do for her, maybe he needed it so he'd always be able to remind himself that he was there.  There are lots of reasons people record things of that nature even in the most god awful of circumstances (I know I have).

 

So true! Before my sister died we recorded EVERYTHING! Anythime she was having fun and smiling we took out a camera. Just so we could look back at it. It's werid to say but sometimes when people die it just sort of seems like a dream but looking at the videos gives you some validation of their life. Just hearing the sound of their voice from time to time makes all the diffrence. Obviously he wanted Diem to say yes but having that video of her probably means something to him. And when those random times when the grief just seems like it's gonna crush him, maybe he'll look at that video and laugh and smile at Diem's disdain for rubies : )

I suspect he knew how she felt about rubies and it was a private joke for them which now, unfortunately, the entire People/US Weekly world knows.  

I have always questioned how much of the US Weekly article is true. I think there is some truth to it and some things were just made up to make the story more dramatic and sell magazines. I do believe there were some details of that article that were just out and out totally false. 

As far as CT possibly recording a proposal (if that is what he did...who knows what is true and what is not)....I don't think there is anything wrong with that.  I can see him wanting to preserve that memory for himself, but I think what made him look bad in that article was the idea that he would be coming to visit her frequently and then all of a sudden stop for a month or two months because he couldn't handle it and then show up wanting to propose and film it....that put CT in a negative light, whereas if the article said he was always there, never left her, and then he filmed a proposal, might not have made him look bad.

What the US Weekly article said about CT visiting her for a time and then stopping because he couldn't handle it or whatever....I really don't believe that. I think he was always visiting her the whole time. Sure he might have had a couple days where he had to leave her because of something unavoidable but this idea that he visited and then all of a sudden disappeared for a couple weeks to a month straight before showing back up....I just think that's BS. 

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No one will ever know what CT did or didn't do. I just hated the way these "sources" were making him look bad. Glad to see that I'm not the only one!

No one will ever know what CT did or didn't do. I just hated the way these "sources" were making him look bad. Glad to see that I'm not the only one!

I really do wonder who the so-called "sources" are. If Diem's family or CT ever finds out who it is, I know that person will be out of the circle of those in the know very quickly. It's sad that in their time of grief that they can't even trust the people that they should be able to trust. I think because of articles like US Weekly, we won't be getting many interviews in the future from CT in the mainstream media. Why would he give them any kind of insight into how he is doing or feeling when they could just twist his words around. If I were in his situation, I know I wouldn't. Hopefully in the future CT will be open to communicating with his fans directly through his own Instagram and Twitter accounts, that way fans of CT can get their information straight from the source, get the facts, as opposed to lies or a twisted version of the truth.  

I wonder why they havent promoted the, "WE<3 Diem"  special. There have been no commercials or anything. Also I have Xfinity and when I checked the special for information it lists both showinf as repeats: the one at 9pm and the one at 9:30pm say repeats?

in all honesty, I think it is going to be a count down of her momst memorable moments. Everytime MTV does a specical they have some  stupid countdown. 

Oh and I believe that I have seen the picture that someone else had referenced. Regarding her Family Christmas Vacation, I think the picture is on her sister Megan's instagram. The guy standing next to DIem look like CT. It is hard to tell because they all have on Snow Gear so he has on goggles but, I think it is him. Is that the pic?

Oh and I believe that I have seen the picture that someone else had referenced. Regarding her Family Christmas Vacation, I think the picture is on her sister Megan's instagram. The guy standing next to DIem look like CT. It is hard to tell because they all have on Snow Gear so he has on goggles but, I think it is him. Is that the pic?

could you post that picture on here please? 

Oh and I believe that I have seen the picture that someone else had referenced. Regarding her Family Christmas Vacation, I think the picture is on her sister Megan's instagram. The guy standing next to DIem look like CT. It is hard to tell because they all have on Snow Gear so he has on goggles but, I think it is him. Is that the pic?

could you post that picture on here please? 

I second that!! Smile 

 

I dont know how to. Everytime I try to post them, they wont show up...

Wow. How touching. He described her to the T and everything that we expected her to be doing and not this very untimely death. I said it once beore and I'll say it again, I hope she can see just how much she impacted the world. Cara Maria also drew a beautiful portrait of Diem. It is so hard to get her off the mind and I still cant believe she is gone but, as this song and Cara's painting show, her spirit will live on forever.

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Davis Mallory wrote this song for Diem: https://soundcloud.com/davismallory/beautiful-girls-diems-song

That's so sweet! I think she's looking down from Heaven and smiling right now Smile

Davis posted a video for his song of Diem on youtube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQec8CnKVJM

They will have castmember talk about Diem.... http://insidetv.ew.com/2014/12/08/diem-brown-special-exclusive-clip/

They will have castmember talk about Diem.... http://insidetv.ew.com/2014/12/08/diem-brown-special-exclusive-clip/

Awe, I am so so happy about this.  They all look wonderful and its great that they are able to pay tribute to her.  I guess that's why they were all in NYC?    I actually wonder if they were doing a best of the challenges type program and had enough to cut together a special. 

So far, according to clips, Johnny, Evan, Paula, Cara, Wes and Aneesa are in the special. 

You can add in Evan.... 

Here is  a clip MTV posted about her & CT and the CT voice I believe is from the new Exes season and it also shows a clip of them dancing and a club which also appears to be the newest season based off what CT is wearing & how Diem looks. http://www.mtv.com/shows/challenge-battle-of-the-exes-2/we-love-diem-sne...

What is CT saying? I cant see it cause Im in canada, damn you MTV!

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