I do look at her Twitter and Instagram. Sometimes occasionally, and in some stretches often.
It feels very strange to have not known her personally to but to miss her existence in this world. I've never experienced anything quite like it.
Does anyone ever like go to Diem's Twitter page and just look at it? I find myself doing that very often. Then today I went to her Instagram and looked at her pics and watched this video of her dancing. I miss her presence. I'm like still in shock at the fact that she is gone and kinda how long it's been. It'll be a year in November. Which isn't long but it's just doesn't seem like it. Idk.
I will say though that she is life goals. Still. Like her body was EVERYTHING! Got me tryin to come up ****
Love you Diem <3
I feel the same way. It has been almost a year later and I still tear up in my car (thinking about her) when I'm driving to school or wherever I'm going. I have definitely never had a reaction like that over someone I never personally met, until now. I felt like I knew her though.
We haven't heard from Derrick since her death, so it was really good to see him there. I assume all along he has been supporting Diem and doing things but we just haven't heard about it because he is never on social media anymore.....so this is the first time he has been around supporting her that we know about. I really wish he was on social media because I miss seeing his tweets. Good to see Laurel there as well and Norman. Puck being there was so random, lol, but it was nice of him to support too.
so my friend last year we just talked accupressure because accupunture would bring heat and your treatment wouldn't allow that or tea or baths... but the year before the silliness ensued early and only got sillier after we had each had some wine...
I can smile now and read through our years worth of messages and not cry but I still think of you and miss you every day. When something happy happens I wish I could share with you, when some thing sad or confusing happens I long for your ability to help me put in to perspective... I sent the pm to remind of your wishes, I expect no reply. Work on the project has been like a cha cha, 1 step forward, 2 back... Something will come of this D! SO I had that weird dream all 80's, dancing to Jody Whatley - and you're right (as usual) it was about lifting each other, balancing things, sharing 'confiance'... thankful to have had you in my life!!
so my friend last year we just talked accupressure because accupunture would bring heat and your treatment wouldn't allow that or tea or baths... but the year before the silliness ensued early and only got sillier after we had each had some wine...
I can smile now and read through our years worth of messages and not cry but I still think of you and miss you every day. When something happy happens I wish I could share with you, when some thing sad or confusing happens I long for your ability to help me put in to perspective... I sent the pm to remind of your wishes, I expect no reply. Work on the project has been like a cha cha, 1 step forward, 2 back... Something will come of this D! SO I had that weird dream all 80's, dancing to Jody Whatley - and you're right (as usual) it was about lifting each other, balancing things, sharing 'confiance'... thankful to have had you in my life!!
OMG, I love me some Jody Watley and Real Love is my favorite song of hers.
Good on Derrick. You had to know despite not being active on social media that he was supporting Diem in one way or another. It wasn't his nature to forget about a close friend like that.
Sorry. Looks like it is Challenge: Bloodlines "group" that shared it. Not the regular Challenge page. When I get the chance, I will try to share it with the main Challenge page for you. Thanks!
Sorry. Looks like it is Challenge: Bloodlines "group" that shared it. Not the regular Challenge page. When I get the chance, I will try to share it with the main Challenge page for you. Thanks!
I've seen that video. That's on youtube as well, a fan made video. Just type in Ct and diem like you aint even gone/waves . I hope that helps.
Waves reminds me so much of Diem, it's literally the only song I can't listen to. I'm not really sure what it's supposed to be about, but it's the first song I heard after she died, and to me it just sounds like a song about someone fighting to live and slowly losing. I hate it so much.
It definitely humanized all of them. Not saying they aren't human but we all know they play their roles and it's nice to know and be reminded they were such a big part of her life.
Especially CT. I feel having Megan talk so highly of him puts all the haters and nonbelievers to rest.
It definitely humanized all of them. Not saying they aren't human but we all know they play their roles and it's nice to know and be reminded they were such a big part of her life. Especially CT. I feel having Megan talk so highly of him puts all the haters and nonbelievers to rest.
Agreed. Seeing people like Bananas, Cara Maria, Wes, Aneesa...those who viewers have different opinions on really shows that end of the day, they are all just like us.
MTV will be paying tribute this Saturday as it is the unfortunate anniversary of her death. At 1:15PM EST there is a 5 minute block dedicated for her. I would definetly expect more mini clips throughout the day as well.
It definitely humanized all of them. Not saying they aren't human but we all know they play their roles and it's nice to know and be reminded they were such a big part of her life. Especially CT. I feel having Megan talk so highly of him puts all the haters and nonbelievers to rest.
and just like that...."(He would) take care of her when I was at work. And he was phenomenal helping us through the service and the days that followed." ......the crickets are silenced! #TeamCTandDiem
I feel the same way. It has been almost a year later and I still tear up in my car (thinking about her) when I'm driving to school or wherever I'm going. I have definitely never had a reaction like that over someone I never personally met, until now. I felt like I knew her though.
Yes she was in great shape, gorgeous woman.
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@ChallengeMTVIt's a monumental day!
#DiemBrown's sister helping launch the Congressional Ovarian Cancer Caucus.#30daysoftealDerrick is there! That makes me so happy. Have we heard from him at all since her death?
No we haven't heard from him and laurel was also there
We haven't heard from Derrick since her death, so it was really good to see him there. I assume all along he has been supporting Diem and doing things but we just haven't heard about it because he is never on social media anymore.....so this is the first time he has been around supporting her that we know about. I really wish he was on social media because I miss seeing his tweets. Good to see Laurel there as well and Norman. Puck being there was so random, lol, but it was nice of him to support too.
http://www.mtv.com/news/2285505/diem-brown-ovarian-cancer-caucus/
so my friend last year we just talked accupressure because accupunture would bring heat and your treatment wouldn't allow that or tea or baths... but the year before the silliness ensued early and only got sillier after we had each had some wine...
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I can smile now and read through our years worth of messages and not cry but I still think of you and miss you every day. When something happy happens I wish I could share with you, when some thing sad or confusing happens I long for your ability to help me put in to perspective... I sent the pm to remind of your wishes, I expect no reply. Work on the project has been like a cha cha, 1 step forward, 2 back... Something will come of this D!
SO I had that weird dream all 80's, dancing to Jody Whatley - and you're right (as usual) it was about lifting each other, balancing things, sharing 'confiance'... thankful to have had you in my life!!
It doesn't matter! He is there now and that's all that counts.
OMG, I love me some Jody Watley and Real Love is my favorite song of hers.
I just saw this video and it reminded me a lot of Diem. Very sad but hopeful too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWPgJkOdUZU
I can't believe this time next month it'll be a year since Diem passed. Crazy how time flies but she's still on our minds even today.
Rest In Paradise beautiful <3
Good on Derrick. You had to know despite not being active on social media that he was supporting Diem in one way or another. It wasn't his nature to forget about a close friend like that.
The Challenge Facebook page has a new video of CT and Diem. I would share it but I don't know how...
I follow that FB page and I havent noticed any new video...
Sorry. Looks like it is Challenge: Bloodlines "group" that shared it. Not the regular Challenge page. When I get the chance, I will try to share it with the main Challenge page for you. Thanks!
I've seen that video. That's on youtube as well, a fan made video. Just type in Ct and diem like you aint even gone/waves
. I hope that helps.
Waves reminds me so much of Diem, it's literally the only song I can't listen to. I'm not really sure what it's supposed to be about, but it's the first song I heard after she died, and to me it just sounds like a song about someone fighting to live and slowly losing. I hate it so much.
Sad to think that next month is the month both diem and knight passed
Edit: Double post
I still can't help but cry whenever I see a video of Diem smiling and dancing around. Can't believe it's been almost one year exactly
http://www.mtv.com/news/2372906/diem-brown-challenge-documentary/
cried like a baby.
Definitely teared up. Watching her sister talk about her was very moving and Derrick <3
I cried watching that. I'm so glad her memory is being kept alive.
http://www.mtv.com/news/2423408/diem-brown-ct-challenge-family/
So hard to watch especially since it's almost a year but it's great to see her sister talking about Diem's relationship with all of the cast.
Aww... That makes me happy
It touched my heart watching that. Well of course everyone loved Diem and would do anything for her.
It definitely humanized all of them. Not saying they aren't human but we all know they play their roles and it's nice to know and be reminded they were such a big part of her life.
Especially CT. I feel having Megan talk so highly of him puts all the haters and nonbelievers to rest.
Agreed. Seeing people like Bananas, Cara Maria, Wes, Aneesa...those who viewers have different opinions on really shows that end of the day, they are all just like us.
MTV will be paying tribute this Saturday as it is the unfortunate anniversary of her death. At 1:15PM EST there is a 5 minute block dedicated for her. I would definetly expect more mini clips throughout the day as well.
and just like that...."(He would) take care of her when I was at work. And he was phenomenal helping us through the service and the days that followed." ......the crickets are silenced! #TeamCTandDiem
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