Thank you to all that are posting links, photos, scripture, etc in this thread. I've always been impressed and inspired by Diem, her death has affected me in ways that others in my life cannot understand. This thread has helped in so many ways - I am not a social media person, nor do I typically post. I'm more of an observer. It was important for me to say thank you to all and my prayers are with everyone that has been affected by Diem's passing.
Ive watched Diem's memorial video many times now and I find myself thinking "If only I could be 1% of the person Diem was". The thing is, there isn't anything stopping any of us from being that other than ourselves.
I've cried my tears, for someone I never had the opportunity to meet, but greatly admired. I choose to use this loss to make change in my own life and hopefully inspire others. I think that's what Diem would want.
Thank you again and peace be with you all.
Very nice words. I understand what you mean by others in your life not understanding. That is why I find this thread so great. Only people that were fans of the show and fans of Diem understand how we are all feeling. I talked to my husband and mom about it a little over the past few months and they were sorry to hear she passed away but they don't truly get how much this hit me.
One of my Twitter friends - his family had been cold towards him being upset about Diem. They basically told him "You never met her, get over it". He has been PMing with me about his feelings and I told him he needs to surround himself with people who loved Diem. I suggested he come on here or at minimum atleast read it.
Help!! Over the last couple months I have been watching Battle of the Exes and Rivals 2. It has found me great peace and now MTV has taken it down. IF anyone as links to any websites showing it, please post.
Many have been uploaded on you tube. I think MTV is using deprivation behavioral treatment... they are taking alot of things that feature Diem down... by the time they show their special on her we'll be salivating. I had a feeling they would so I made sure to download my favorite clip - first kiss, pre-editing
Help!! Over the last couple months I have been watching Battle of the Exes and Rivals 2. It has found me great peace and now MTV has taken it down. IF anyone as links to any websites showing it, please post.
Amazon prime has Rivals 2. I'm not sure about Exes.
Karisa, I just looked and Exes is there as well. Best part about viewing on Amazon Prime, you don't get all the commercial breaks.
I don't have Amazon Prime :o( ..... need to get this stuff on Netflix :o)
Hi, first time poster. Wanted to let anyone know someone posted all the Ct and Diem moments on Vimeo. Just search Ct and Diem and they will come up. Enjoy
Oh my gosh!! Thank you so much. Totally crying again but this awesome.
Thank you to all that are posting links, photos, scripture, etc in this thread. I've always been impressed and inspired by Diem, her death has affected me in ways that others in my life cannot understand. This thread has helped in so many ways - I am not a social media person, nor do I typically post. I'm more of an observer. It was important for me to say thank you to all and my prayers are with everyone that has been affected by Diem's passing.
Ive watched Diem's memorial video many times now and I find myself thinking "If only I could be 1% of the person Diem was". The thing is, there isn't anything stopping any of us from being that other than ourselves.
I've cried my tears, for someone I never had the opportunity to meet, but greatly admired. I choose to use this loss to make change in my own life and hopefully inspire others. I think that's what Diem would want.
Thank you again and peace be with you all.
Very nice words. I understand what you mean by others in your life not understanding. That is why I find this thread so great. Only people that were fans of the show and fans of Diem understand how we are all feeling. I talked to my husband and mom about it a little over the past few months and they were sorry to hear she passed away but they don't truly get how much this hit me.
One of my Twitter friends - his family had been cold towards him being upset about Diem. They basically told him "You never met her, get over it". He has been PMing with me about his feelings and I told him he needs to surround himself with people who loved Diem. I suggested he come on here or at minimum atleast read it.
But really we have have to thank you, Karisa for keeping this thread open and letting discussion happen. None of my friends really watch the challenge and while they were sad abou Diem's passing most of them were like "why are you so upset". And it's sort of hard to explain. But in Diem's sickness we sort of formed a nice little community here.
We may not always disgaree but for the most part we've all been able to be respectful. It really helps talking through things and sharing stories and news. Somehow, seeing you guys post things about Diem and how much you enjoyed her too takes the sting away.
So thanks to everyone who contributed in this thread. Bad, good, weird, I love reading it.
Now I'm going to go on Vimeo and watch CT and Diem videos and make myself cry before my presentation. Just because I'm a glutton for punishment lol
Thank you to all that are posting links, photos, scripture, etc in this thread. I've always been impressed and inspired by Diem, her death has affected me in ways that others in my life cannot understand. This thread has helped in so many ways - I am not a social media person, nor do I typically post. I'm more of an observer. It was important for me to say thank you to all and my prayers are with everyone that has been affected by Diem's passing.
Ive watched Diem's memorial video many times now and I find myself thinking "If only I could be 1% of the person Diem was". The thing is, there isn't anything stopping any of us from being that other than ourselves.
I've cried my tears, for someone I never had the opportunity to meet, but greatly admired. I choose to use this loss to make change in my own life and hopefully inspire others. I think that's what Diem would want.
Thank you again and peace be with you all.
Very nice words. I understand what you mean by others in your life not understanding. That is why I find this thread so great. Only people that were fans of the show and fans of Diem understand how we are all feeling. I talked to my husband and mom about it a little over the past few months and they were sorry to hear she passed away but they don't truly get how much this hit me.
One of my Twitter friends - his family had been cold towards him being upset about Diem. They basically told him "You never met her, get over it". He has been PMing with me about his feelings and I told him he needs to surround himself with people who loved Diem. I suggested he come on here or at minimum atleast read it.
But really we have have to thank you, Karisa for keeping this thread open and letting discussion happen. None of my friends really watch the challenge and while they were sad abou Diem's passing most of them were like "why are you so upset". And it's sort of hard to explain. But in Diem's sickness we sort of formed a nice little community here.
We may not always disgaree but for the most part we've all been able to be respectful. It really helps talking through things and sharing stories and news. Somehow, seeing you guys post things about Diem and how much you enjoyed her too takes the sting away.
So thanks to everyone who contributed in this thread. Bad, good, weird, I love reading it.
Now I'm going to go on Vimeo and watch CT and Diem videos and make myself cry before my presentation. Just because I'm a glutton for punishment lol
Your welcome :o)
If you start crying during your presentation merge it in like you are truly passionate on the subject!!
I just read People Magazine's article about Diem. It's very pretty and a touching tribute and def gives some insider knowledge on her last few days, stories etc. Also says they were not a couple at the end.... making this whole are they or aren't they somewhat confusing. I know we should drop it, but it sort of just puzzles me. So sorry. I just had to write it.
Well I dont know where my postivity went but, Im feeling down again. I watched her memorial video and it's really upsetting. For whatever reason, in my mind, I imagine that Diem is still living so then I see all of those tweets and pictures and it overwhelms me. For some reason I still cant believe she is gone. She is no longer here on this earth and that is shocking. Im supposed to be writing my final paper for class but, there is a pain in my chest and in my stomach from trying to supress tears. It just doesnt seem real.....even though I know, unfortunately, it is.
Im trying to focus and all I can think about is her.
I just read People Magazine's article about Diem. It's very pretty and a touching tribute and def gives some insider knowledge on her last few days, stories etc. Also says they were not a couple at the end.... making this whole are they or aren't they somewhat confusing. I know we should drop it, but it sort of just puzzles me. So sorry. I just had to write it.
Ok. We are trying to move past the Are they - Arent they thing that the People article caused. It got heated and passionate in here. We are trying to Remember Diem. As I sit here and watch the CT an Diem story on Vimeo - I can say this, it doesn't really matter if they were officially together, thinking about being together, just good friends etc. What we do know is that a lot of people saw them together after Rivals 2 thru the end. We know he was on a plane to NYC the day after her August surgery. We know he stayed there for weeks. I am happy they had that time together to have fun and enjoy life from Rivals 2 ended until she got sick. I am happy in whatever capacity their relationship was that he was able to lay be her bed side and hold her hand and be there with her these last how many months. And I am happy that he is positive about the future and wants to be a better person while holding her in his heart. Only the two of them know how they felt about eachother and everything else is just speculation.
I just read People Magazine's article about Diem. It's very pretty and a touching tribute and def gives some insider knowledge on her last few days, stories etc. Also says they were not a couple at the end.... making this whole are they or aren't they somewhat confusing. I know we should drop it, but it sort of just puzzles me. So sorry. I just had to write it.
Ok. We are trying to move past the Are they - Arent they thing that the People article caused. It got heated and passionate in here. We are trying to Remember Diem. As I sit here and watch the CT an Diem story on Vimeo - I can say this, it doesn't really matter if they were officially together, thinking about being together, just good friends etc. What we do know is that a lot of people saw them together after Rivals 2 thru the end. We know he was on a plane to NYC the day after her August surgery. We know he stayed there for weeks. I am happy they had that time together to have fun and enjoy life from Rivals 2 ended until she got sick. I am happy in whatever capacity their relationship was that he was able to lay be her bed side and hold her hand and be there with her these last how many months. And I am happy that he is positive about the future and wants to be a better person while holding her in his heart. Only the two of them know how they felt about eachother and everything else is just speculation.
Oh my!! These Vimeo videos. I have never seen the interview in Part 7 or Part 8. lol even when they hated eachother they loved eachother. Crazy.
I know. When you meet your True North, time and distance does nothing to dull those feelings. It was so evident during the first Battle of the Exes that there was still a big something between them.
Oh my!! These Vimeo videos. I have never seen the interview in Part 7 or Part 8. lol even when they hated eachother they loved eachother. Crazy.
I know. When you meet your True North, time and distance does nothing to dull those feelings. It was so evident during the first Battle of the Exes that there was still a big something between them.
Just wait until you get into the way he looks at her, and talks about her in Rivals II. They have an aftershow too, and you can see exactly the effect he has on her. Always had on her.
Oh my!! These Vimeo videos. I have never seen the interview in Part 7 or Part 8. lol even when they hated eachother they loved eachother. Crazy.
I know. When you meet your True North, time and distance does nothing to dull those feelings. It was so evident during the first Battle of the Exes that there was still a big something between them.
Just wait until you get into the way he looks at her, and talks about her in Rivals II. They have an aftershow too, and you can see exactly the effect he has on her. Always had on her.
Lol these totally distracting me at work!! I have played Exes and Rivals 2 SO many times. These videos will probably be on an endless loop. I
I watched those Vimeo videos and one moment I really loved was when Diem was telling Abe how she fell in love with CT and the whole story on the Duel. Abe starts crying, it was just a really sweet moment.
I watched those Vimeo videos and one moment I really loved was when Diem was telling Abe how she fell in love with CT and the whole story on the Duel. Abe starts crying, it was just a really sweet moment.
I just watched that part. Now I have to go to a meeting.
I just watched the Bachelor/Bachelorette party. Thanks again to whoever posted about this. To have all these videos of Diem moments to watch is just amazing.
i love ct and diem. i was looking at her other ex boyfriends facebook page and he has alot of beautiful pics of diem. he seemed to be a nice guy as well. wes also commented on his profile picf sorry for your loss diem always spoke kindly of you.
I don't think I will look at those pictures right now....maybe after some time goes by I will look. I prefer to remember her healthy right now, but glad you posted the link for others who want to see. I think it was very brave for Diem to allow photos to be taken and for those photos to be shown. She's obviously trying to educate and it was very very brave of her.
Very nice words. I understand what you mean by others in your life not understanding. That is why I find this thread so great. Only people that were fans of the show and fans of Diem understand how we are all feeling. I talked to my husband and mom about it a little over the past few months and they were sorry to hear she passed away but they don't truly get how much this hit me.
One of my Twitter friends - his family had been cold towards him being upset about Diem. They basically told him "You never met her, get over it". He has been PMing with me about his feelings and I told him he needs to surround himself with people who loved Diem. I suggested he come on here or at minimum atleast read it.
I figured - ********
I don't have Amazon Prime :o( ..... need to get this stuff on Netflix :o)
Oh my gosh!! Thank you so much. Totally crying again but this awesome.
The videos on vimeo are awesome. It really shows their journey - both good and bad. Parts 1 - 19. Love these.
SO much easier then trying to scroll through episodes when you only ant to see the two of them lol
But really we have have to thank you, Karisa for keeping this thread open and letting discussion happen. None of my friends really watch the challenge and while they were sad abou Diem's passing most of them were like "why are you so upset". And it's sort of hard to explain. But in Diem's sickness we sort of formed a nice little community here.
We may not always disgaree but for the most part we've all been able to be respectful. It really helps talking through things and sharing stories and news. Somehow, seeing you guys post things about Diem and how much you enjoyed her too takes the sting away.
So thanks to everyone who contributed in this thread. Bad, good, weird, I love reading it.
Now I'm going to go on Vimeo and watch CT and Diem videos and make myself cry before my presentation. Just because I'm a glutton for punishment lol
Your welcome :o)
If you start crying during your presentation merge it in like you are truly passionate on the subject!!
Ibis also posted some pictures from Diem's funeral with Kenny, Johnny, and Ace.
Ibisdelmar is her instagram.
The guys seem sad. You can see it in there eyes.
I just read People Magazine's article about Diem. It's very pretty and a touching tribute and def gives some insider knowledge on her last few days, stories etc. Also says they were not a couple at the end.... making this whole are they or aren't they somewhat confusing. I know we should drop it, but it sort of just puzzles me. So sorry. I just had to write it.
Well I dont know where my postivity went but, Im feeling down again. I watched her memorial video and it's really upsetting. For whatever reason, in my mind, I imagine that Diem is still living so then I see all of those tweets and pictures and it overwhelms me. For some reason I still cant believe she is gone. She is no longer here on this earth and that is shocking. Im supposed to be writing my final paper for class but, there is a pain in my chest and in my stomach from trying to supress tears. It just doesnt seem real.....even though I know, unfortunately, it is.
Im trying to focus and all I can think about is her.
Ok. We are trying to move past the Are they - Arent they thing that the People article caused. It got heated and passionate in here. We are trying to Remember Diem. As I sit here and watch the CT an Diem story on Vimeo - I can say this, it doesn't really matter if they were officially together, thinking about being together, just good friends etc. What we do know is that a lot of people saw them together after Rivals 2 thru the end. We know he was on a plane to NYC the day after her August surgery. We know he stayed there for weeks. I am happy they had that time together to have fun and enjoy life from Rivals 2 ended until she got sick. I am happy in whatever capacity their relationship was that he was able to lay be her bed side and hold her hand and be there with her these last how many months. And I am happy that he is positive about the future and wants to be a better person while holding her in his heart. Only the two of them know how they felt about eachother and everything else is just speculation.
you are totally right, sorry. Positivity it is.
Oh my!! These Vimeo videos. I have never seen the interview in Part 7 or Part 8. lol even when they hated eachother they loved eachother. Crazy.
I know they all look sad especially Bananas
Well said!
I know. When you meet your True North, time and distance does nothing to dull those feelings. It was so evident during the first Battle of the Exes that there was still a big something between them.
Just wait until you get into the way he looks at her, and talks about her in Rivals II. They have an aftershow too, and you can see exactly the effect he has on her. Always had on her.
Lol these totally distracting me at work!! I have played Exes and Rivals 2 SO many times. These videos will probably be on an endless loop. I
http://www.mtv.com/news/2004149/diem-brown-mtv-tribute-the-challenge/
Tuesday, December 9
I watched those Vimeo videos and one moment I really loved was when Diem was telling Abe how she fell in love with CT and the whole story on the Duel. Abe starts crying, it was just a really sweet moment.
I just watched that part. Now I have to go to a meeting.
I just watched the Bachelor/Bachelorette party. Thanks again to whoever posted about this. To have all these videos of Diem moments to watch is just amazing.
You're welcome Karisa502. I can't stop watching them either!
Part 12 when he put her thong on ..... Crying I am laughing so hard
One of my favorite CT-isms "Broke my crayons"
i love ct and diem. i was looking at her other ex boyfriends facebook page and he has alot of beautiful pics of diem. he seemed to be a nice guy as well. wes also commented on his profile picf sorry for your loss diem always spoke kindly of you.
http://www.people.com/people/gallery/0,,20874123,00.html#30252975
I don't think I will look at those pictures right now....maybe after some time goes by I will look. I prefer to remember her healthy right now, but glad you posted the link for others who want to see. I think it was very brave for Diem to allow photos to be taken and for those photos to be shown. She's obviously trying to educate and it was very very brave of her.
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